
at First..Faith to God is not that important to me. When I was young I said to God.. "you created me and it is your responsibility to take care of me , and now why are doing this to me.. so cruel and unacceptable."I cried and promise not to talk to God anymore..until one night, I dreamt of a Battle..a war...,bloods and deaths and I so myself alone at the side of the car.. trying to escape ,crying and looking for someone to help me out of that Place.While on that scary place I saw a man..wearing a long white dress.. slowly running towards me.. and I shouted at him " hey! can't you see?... there are bullets..bombs and killings!..aren't you aware of that?... aren't you scared to be shot and killed?...!" the Man simply stare at me... grabbed me and brought me into a safest way... and said " Don't worry will find a way.." while his eyes and head busy in searching a way for us to get out of that scary place. and his hands...?..similar to Jesus Christ nailed hands.I'am shocked my reaction?..speechless.. and staring at him.. and suddenly I woke up... at exactly 6am in the morning... that dream?.... had no any continuations... When I'm on myself while in the bed, I'm wondering who's that man in my dream saving me offering his life just to be with me... I did analyzed every details of my dreams trying to understand what does it mean to me.. I said.. was it Jesus?... is he saving me from keeping my faith unto him?.. for letting him go out of my life?... is he telling me that everything happens for a reason?... is he telling me that no matter what his on my side and everything will be okay and it's a challenge .. a trial... into my life
for me to be strong and faithful to him..?...I said.. " now I knew his true"..
I can't forget that dream until in this age of mine. Everytime I remember that dream..?
I can't stop my tears to drop...it remembers me of a Day where I rejected God but still understand and save me from that situation. His too good and too great for me to reject him again. He reminds me of staying and walk with faith even in plain smooth and rough roads may it be.
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